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Saturday, March 17 Why did it all happen?it leaves in me a void for years and recently then i realised how i've always been trying to fill it with something or someone else. yet nothing stays there always, when it is being blown away, my heart aches. and yes, it gets empty once again. why must i be the one going through this? i put my trust and hope in you. i know you've the best plans for me and there must be a reason for all this. but in the midst of all these, don't forsake me please? When it's all been said and done there's just one thing that matters did i do my best to live for truth? did i live my life for you? Heli Dont ask me why 1:38 PM Thursday, March 8 my 650th post is about...Human. and that human are all self-centered. tired. good night. Heli Dont ask me why 11:48 PM |
Personal archives 2002.11 .: Thoughts :. I know i have to let you go.. Everyone tells me this is so... See, my life has stopped since You passed away Sometimes i can't bear it Even for one more day.. Thoughts of you consume me Every second of everyday I just want it back you know The way things used to be... In my life you held the key And now i have just your memory And though this is not enough for me This is how it has to be... I need to laugh again without feeling guilty You aren't here... I feel so alone & full of tear It's so terribly hard when all that's Left is tears... Mum, i wish you are here Just plainly listening to me... I promise to keep you safe Where you have always been of course In my heart, that's the place... |